After almost 2 months of living in Iceland, the novelty is beginning to wear off. I feel guilty that I take for granted where I am, but it would be impossible to always be completely enthralled in a foreign place, it would be exhausting. I am becoming comfortable here, feeling almost at home here, but at the same time I´m starting to miss more things from back home. I was looking a pictures on Google yesterday of autumn in Canada and I really miss the bright colours of the trees and all the leaves on the ground, walking through a foot of leaves along Oriole Parkway. The smell of autumn, of bonfires, and pumpkins (and all the comes with them). They do have pumpkins here. I have seen them in one store, but they are pretty small. Would be nice to get a few for Halloween, make pumpkin pie (need to find a recipe), and roasting pumpkin seeds! I kind of miss the late nite Timmy runs, and conversations. It´s hard to just go to a cafe and chill because one coffee is about $6. But we hang out in our kitchen all the time, drinking tea or hot chocolate and chatting and it´s really nice.
I really love all the people in my residence, but sometimes it is strange to go back and forth from North America to Iceland/Europe everyday. When I was in the language course I was getting used to thinking and talking in a certain way, which was useful because you would think in more simpler ways that you could translate into another language more easily. But being with all English speaking people you get back into the groove of thinking Canadian or English and then it is hard to go back. I went to a store today and when the lady asked me if I needed help in Icelandic I automatically replied in English. I felt so foreign. I like when they mistake me for being Icelandic, though most of the time I don´t understand what they say, it´s a start and it is good to be constantly hearing the language. When I get my new laptop I plan on renting icelandic movies, or better movies I know well and watch them in icelandic and practise hearing it more.
Some times I think I am never going to learn this language. I feel really stupid some times, perhaps not so much with Icelandic, because it is very new to me and it is a hard language, but more with French and maybe a little bit Spanish, I feel I shoud know it better and more than I do. I also feel crippled when I try and speak in another language, like something is holding me back to being able to speak it. I cannot think how to formulate sentences or cannot think of the word at the time, but later it will come to me. I also even stupid with my own language, I have never been articulate, and it can be quite frustrating, especially if you have to explain to someone who does not know your language well.
I really love all the people in my residence, but sometimes it is strange to go back and forth from North America to Iceland/Europe everyday. When I was in the language course I was getting used to thinking and talking in a certain way, which was useful because you would think in more simpler ways that you could translate into another language more easily. But being with all English speaking people you get back into the groove of thinking Canadian or English and then it is hard to go back. I went to a store today and when the lady asked me if I needed help in Icelandic I automatically replied in English. I felt so foreign. I like when they mistake me for being Icelandic, though most of the time I don´t understand what they say, it´s a start and it is good to be constantly hearing the language. When I get my new laptop I plan on renting icelandic movies, or better movies I know well and watch them in icelandic and practise hearing it more.
Some times I think I am never going to learn this language. I feel really stupid some times, perhaps not so much with Icelandic, because it is very new to me and it is a hard language, but more with French and maybe a little bit Spanish, I feel I shoud know it better and more than I do. I also feel crippled when I try and speak in another language, like something is holding me back to being able to speak it. I cannot think how to formulate sentences or cannot think of the word at the time, but later it will come to me. I also even stupid with my own language, I have never been articulate, and it can be quite frustrating, especially if you have to explain to someone who does not know your language well.

